Enlightenment, Kundalini and what I’ve learnt from my guide and angels.
The main points are that LOVE can HEAL!! If your doing something you love then that’s when your working with God (were the exact words)
And we all need to get into nature more and limit our time on technology. They always show me throwing my phone away. Technology isn’t the answer to happiness, we need all awaken to our higherself.
The first step was changing my vibration or downloading a new light body.
It started with a buzzing vibration all around me, like a big pressure, all around me head, like a migraine, so I took myself off to bed, then I drifted off to sleep but it was a dream like I’d never had before, I saw myself lifting a body up to a white light in the sky and then I looked down at myself and I was a massive beam of white light, I woke out of this trance like dream and my whole body was totally covered in sweat. My bed was soaked, that had never happened before. ( I later found out that this was to be my new light body, every cell in my body had changed. We are all made up with a physical body, light body, your chakras and your emotional body, Mind, Body, Soul)
I started to meditate, and I would be sent into a trance state where I was given information that would try and help me, at first I thought it was more like a dream, then visions started to come through stronger. More and more things started to happen to me, I started to get weird synchronicities, like I’d read an email and the TV would be on in the background and I’d type or read a word and it would be said in the background on the TV. It was happening all the time, so I thought I’m going to write this down. They were messages, the first one read –
FORGIVE EVERYONE FOR LIFE. The second one I was reading was about crystals and the blog called them tools. Then I got the words,
IF STABILITY DOWN USE TOOLS. I would ask a question in my head then at some point I’d get a synchronicity and get my answer through these words, then it kind of moved to the next level. I wanted to learn about God because I knew nothing at all, never been to church or know nothing of religion. So put on Netflix and watched the series with Morgan Freeman all about God. That’s when I got another synchronicity, ORIGIONAL NEW US. Then a few days later after thinking about this I got the words
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Another syncronised words I got where - LOVE FIRST, PEOPLE, PEOPLE, PEOPLE NOT A MATRIX BELIEVE BELIEVE, ONE WORLD UNIVERSE, HARD AND REAL, US FREE.
I then started to get tingles in my body, like on my lips and in my heart I’d get a few little beats that where different from the normal rhythm.
I went for a Reiki session with a friend I knew was very spiritual and asked advice, she put my mind at ease because these are all new sensations and it can be un-nerving if you have no one to talk to.
After the Reiki I felt heat on my head for about two hours, then after that every night for weeks I’d get white light coming through my head, I’ve been told that this was my pineal gland waking up and some where downloads. I’d had so much energy and found that my sleep was getting less and less, like I didn’t need to sleep, some people call this the dark night of the soul.
Then one day I woke up and I had a feeling that something major was going to happen to me, I kept getting music played to me, with the word Galvenise, this was the start of feeling the kundalini, in the early hours of the morning I’d feel energy running thought my body, my heart was beating right out my chest and then it would go to my solar plexus and I’d be jerking all over then I felt it reach my Sacral and route chakra, then the rest of my body just did this massive muscle twitch it was like feeling every single piece of tissue in my body vibrate.
It really shook me up but I was also getting help from angels and they came to me in a blue orb of light and did this amazing light show and showed me an infinity sign, which I now know is Universal or Christ consciousness, which is what my body was went through, I’d become whole with my mind, body and soul, I was fully awake, my pineal gland was open, I could feel things I’ve never knew, like other peoples energy, I would know things before they happened, all my senses became so strong. I could feel my energy body all my chakras, they felt like a tube in the center of my body. For two weeks after this I felt absolute bliss, it’s the most amazing feeling.
I did go to hospital to get checked out as this was a frightening time for me as you can imagine, all this happening to my body then also getting communication from guide and angels which was all new to me.
After leaving the hospital my guide said the words Jesus Christ 123, there was loads of crosses on the pavement that someone had used white chalk to write, this voice was saying these are all your past lives to get to this point. I even took a picture.
(Just for the record, I’ve never taken any drugs or on any sort of medication).
So went on trying to meditate and research what I could, I went to buddhist meditation near where i live and I had an out of body experience, my first, I was looking down on everyone from the ceiling, I then wizzed back down to where I was sat then i looked back at where i was and saw this figure, it was a bright light holding out their hands. No face just light, then I opened my eyes and I was back in the meditation. That night the music came back to me as I was lying there thinking about this. It was a Beatles song, black bird singing in the dead of night take these broken wings and learn to fly. I said is someone communicating with me, and I got the answer yes. I asked who it was, and I started to feel myself get tired and went into a trance like state and it showed me, me talking to myself. Then the next day was Sunday, I woke up and said can you give a sign to who is talking to me and then that next second the alarm went off and it was on its loudest setting, the words where, the Holy Spirit for ever and ever. Me and my husband were shocked, he said who’s put that on because it was turned it off on Friday. It was Sunday morning prayer on the radio.
I thought to myself well that was definitely a sign. But I kept having doubts and thought could that just be a coincidence? So laid on my sofa and said can you please show me another sign who is talking to me and I fell asleep with the TV on and then woke up sat up abruptly saying the word 'self' and at the very same time the TV also said self. This did make me think wow did that really just happen. I kept thinking no I need more proof if this is the Holy Spirit talking to me I need more proof. Then that day I was walking my new dog he’s a Golden Retriever and he was about 6 month old, just from nowhere, this amazing force just bolted the lead out of my hands and he ran over the road, a car stopped and with perfect timing because my pup’s nose was just touching the bumper, me and the driver where in shock. Later that night when I went to bed, I was just falling asleep and I got a very quick picture of my dog dead on the road. It made me really jump. At this point I knew to stop asking.
I thought of the blue infinity orb I’d seen and said in my head, are you the spirit of eternal love then at the point I got tingle from my toes right to the top of my head, it was an amazing feeling. I fell asleep into the trance like dream and a blue female hand picked up my hand and touched my finger just like the Michael Angelo painting, then l looked at my curtains and the word THINK was written in Red on my curtains, it was my higher-self telling me that God is a product of what we think. It then told me that we are all here to create our own versions of heaven by what we think and manifest into life. If we think with a positive mind and get rid of the programming we’ve learnt and believe in then anything can be possible.
I started to read a book by Dolores Cannon. and she has a book called Jesus Teachings, but the book doesn’t really talk about his teachings, so one night I went to bed and at 3.33 I got woken up and the words do you want to know about Jesus teachings and I said yes and then I felt my Heart Charkra open and I instantly knew I was the same energy as Jesus and that we are all the same, I was just like a knowing. They then said just enjoy the magic.
Another time I was reading a book called, conversation with God, I read it and said yes I believe in that and then I get this most amazing feeling, it was like a coming home feeling, like I was part of it. It was so brief but I’d just love to feel it again.
Another time I was talking to a friend and she said there’s also a dark side to all of this and I was worried about a story she told me about her son. I was laid in bed thinking about it all and I felt like I was going to get a message from my higher self and they showed me in my camper van, they played street spirit by Radio Head and I said I can’t hear it and then they said put your fingers in your ears because the music comes from within, then I could hear it, they said the most important bit is at the end, then I woke from the trance, I got my phone out and looked at the lyrics. Immerse your soul in Love, Immerse your soul in Love. I know that LOVE has a high vibration and is far greater than the FEAR vibration, when your dealing with energy, you are the one producing this energy so you need to change how you think and live your life.
At the time of the pandemic I said one night can you tell me what this pandemic is all about and then this white light washed over my eyes and said read the book of revelation, it’s the last book in the bible and basically in a nut shell, it says we are at the end of times and we are going into another paradigm and people will wake up and realise that God is within them, like I did. I said should I take the jab that are offering people, is it dangerous and I got the song, you bet your life it is by Tory Amos. Me and my husband made the decision not to have the jab although all our friends and family did.
After a few years things have calmed down and life is normal but I kind of miss this gorgeous smell and love from my awakening and one night I was laid there thinking about this and then I felt my body be lifted out of bed and this white light just buzzed all over me and I got the words I will always look after you. It just confirmed everything again to me.
I started to do a Sound Healing class, I was guided by my higher self in what to buy, I started to talk to them about some of the messages I’d get in my meditations and pass on messages and mostly I’d get that we all need to spend more time with nature because we are losing our connections to one another with the technology, technology is making us ill.
Now the realisation has come to light, I do ask for things and also pray for friends and things do materialize. It's just little things like, one day I said I want to learn about growing my own produce then on my dog walk I bumped into another dog walker and he started to tell me about how he had started to grow salad, so he's been teaching me what to do. One day I went on a dog walk and forgot my poo bags, then I said please universe help me bump into someone with a bag, well something even better happened, another dog walker said I've just seen your dog do a poo and because you weren’t near him I thought I'd pick it up for you....Thank you universe. Those sort of things happen all the time now, I always say thank you!! Gratitude is important.
I've joined some Kundalini groups on facebook (Kundalini Awakening and DNA Activation) and I'm not alone in my experience, people from all over the world are having Kundalini experiences, so I wanted to put my story out there to try and help people. Life has changed for me now, I know I can meditate and be guided to get answers, I was guided to do this website and all the music in the play list has been given to be by my higherself in meditation.
We all have differnt ways of waking up, it all depends on you. Remember to keep doing what you love to do, by creating your own version of heaven on earth.
